May 2011 will go down as a month to remember in my anthology. The wind has shifted this month and I so appreciative that it has.
Today a huge portion of my debt got restructured in a way that I can completely manage it. That is one huge fucking weight off of my shoulders. I only wish it happend sooner, but I certainly shant complain. It prrovides the breathing room to buy a house.
my summer semester started this past weekend. I enjoy both classes but my morning is much more preferred. I am very pleased with my classmates too. with the shortened timeframe of summer i am going to be pushing to get my assignments handled. which reminds me, i have to email both of my professors.
i backed out of being a groomsman to a late June wedding of a childhood friend. I thought that i could swing it, but as i have class that weekend and my afternoon teacher is ... young upity idealist newyorkican she will not let me cut out without penalty to my grades. it's actually a welcome excuse to withdraw from the wedding. i am losing touch with this particular friend and i have troble spending time with him.
he is a duldrum and a stick in the mud. his fiance is just like him, if not worse and i don't know how much i can take. his fiance just drove me effing crazy with trying to help her dad buy a condo in SFL.
gio is doing much better over the past week, but only because he had been so sick the week or two prior. he was truly sick for so long that it was killing me to see him. he got new chemo on Wednesday and he's been great ever since. i hope this one sustains him, because i now see that he will deteriorate if it doesn't.
i love him every day as much as i can. then again, i always have. he's always been my sunshine. on a cloudy day.
i have started eating better and working out. getting into pullups again, playing tennis, biking. think i am getting my body ready for Mexico in 3 weeks. can't wait...
a thing about the month of May... i hired one of the two founding partners of my closest competitor recently. they had a falling out of sorts and i was the natural second choice. my momentum has been great lately.
i think i'll be dead any minute now...
i have become mighty skeptical about life lately. especially economically. hope that hope will return, but this time tempered with greater caution and care.
speaking of, last Thursday was my 2 year anniversary of buying out my competitor. the time has gone by quite quickly. i'm still as messy as fucking ever.
i have a lot to contend with. thinking back on all of it combined it's a wonder that i haven't gone mad. now i imagine how well i could get by if i was actually organized enough to get organized.
i'm trying. audio reading two Tim Ferriss books right now, plus learning French on my laptop every morning. i sit on my porch and soak up the sun for a lesson or three. i am learning, i think. it's going to be an ongoing process i reckon. i know enough to say that i don't know merde!
ta ta for now. my cat is more than probably famished. the chemo gives him a voracious appetite when he is healthy.